“I am a daughter, granddaughter and great-granddaughter of alcoholics. We all have our own lineage (laughs)! I had a Cosette-like childhood. At home there was violence almost every day. So at 16 I left, and then I spent my whole life moving around. I had 2 children that I raised alone and without child support. And I won’t list all the small jobs I did…

Then one day God took pity on me. He thought: “Poor thing, let’s give her an unlimited and direct connection with wifi” (laughs)! I was sunbathing alone by a river, and then… BOOM! An experience of awakening… Time and space stopped. I was everything, I was nothing. All my psyche, all my inner chemistry changed. My vibration frequency increased suddenly.

After that, whenever I looked at people I had visions about their lives. When I touched them and I’d felt their pain. But imagine someone coming up to you and saying, “Hey man! You were raped as a child!” And when the guy has been drinking for 40 years to forget about it, he just wants to punch you in the face. But it would just come out. I had no control over it. I thought I was crazy at first. I had to read a lot of books to understand what had happened to me. I did a lot of training courses and then I turned it into a profession. Miracles happened under my fingers.

At that time I had a partner who lived in Geneva, a so-called saddhu. But underneath the costume, he was a drug addict. Very quickly I started getting into trouble. My health deteriorated, I had cancer, I spent a winter in my car, and he even tried to kill me with a knife. I ended up becoming an alcoholic…

But I couldn’t stand myself like this, so two years ago I stopped drinking. Because I wasn’t drinking anymore, they cut me off from some social welfare [AI] and they’re talking about cutting me off from everything [Hospice]. I am not sick anymore according to them. Now I am 54 years old, full of talents, and I am afraid to be homeless because I stopped drinking! I’ve had problems throughout my life, I’ve had it tough, and I’m tired. I only want to have the right to exist and to live peacefully.”

(Place Cornavin | translated from French)

Published On: 5 March 2022

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“I am a daughter, granddaughter and great-granddaughter of alcoholics. We all have our own lineage (laughs)! I had a Cosette-like childhood. At home there was violence almost every day. So at 16 I left, and then I spent my whole life moving around. I had 2 children that I raised alone and without child support. And I won’t list all the small jobs I did…

Then one day God took pity on me. He thought: “Poor thing, let’s give her an unlimited and direct connection with wifi” (laughs)! I was sunbathing alone by a river, and then… BOOM! An experience of awakening… Time and space stopped. I was everything, I was nothing. All my psyche, all my inner chemistry changed. My vibration frequency increased suddenly.

After that, whenever I looked at people I had visions about their lives. When I touched them and I’d felt their pain. But imagine someone coming up to you and saying, “Hey man! You were raped as a child!” And when the guy has been drinking for 40 years to forget about it, he just wants to punch you in the face. But it would just come out. I had no control over it. I thought I was crazy at first. I had to read a lot of books to understand what had happened to me. I did a lot of training courses and then I turned it into a profession. Miracles happened under my fingers.

At that time I had a partner who lived in Geneva, a so-called saddhu. But underneath the costume, he was a drug addict. Very quickly I started getting into trouble. My health deteriorated, I had cancer, I spent a winter in my car, and he even tried to kill me with a knife. I ended up becoming an alcoholic…

But I couldn’t stand myself like this, so two years ago I stopped drinking. Because I wasn’t drinking anymore, they cut me off from some social welfare [AI] and they’re talking about cutting me off from everything [Hospice]. I am not sick anymore according to them. Now I am 54 years old, full of talents, and I am afraid to be homeless because I stopped drinking! I’ve had problems throughout my life, I’ve had it tough, and I’m tired. I only want to have the right to exist and to live peacefully.”

(Place Cornavin | translated from French)

Published On: 5 March 2022